Saturday 6 December 2008

When do we stop ......

There are so many ways to finish the rest of this sentence. My finisher at the moment is "When do we stop yearning for babies".

I can't have anymore children and right from the time Cameron was born the decision was made, it was safest in the long term to never be able to have more. Then of course last year I had to have the hysterectomy and this year was supposed to have both ovaries removed but the drs could only access one.

So my baby bearing days are definitely over but the yearning for another baby isn't. Hence my question .... why? I wonder if the urge for children will always be with me no matter what age I am. My head has absolute knowledge that my time is done but my heart isn't ready to give up. How strange!

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