Clean Bill

I'm looking forward to the day my dr/specialist says "Toni, you're well" and I don't have to have these weekly, fortnightly and monthly appointments.

Its not that I'm not happy with the treatments I've received. I am. I think I couldn't have asked for better.

I'm just over it all.

I've been asked to meet up with a friend for coffee (or in my case, water) but I have to fit everything around med appnts at the moment and I think that's pretty .... ummmm .... well ...... sad!

I hate not being able to have the luxury of being spontaneous and say "how about tomorrow".

It will come though. I will get my clean bill :D